Book Thoughts: All The Bright Places


"'s not what you take, it's what you leave."

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Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might kill himself. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him.

Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister’s recent death.

When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it’s unclear who saves whom. And when they pair up on a project to discover the “natural wonders” of their state, both Finch and Violet make more important discoveries: It’s only with Violet that Finch can be himself—a weird, funny, live-out-loud guy who’s not such a freak after all. And it’s only with Finch that Violet can forget to count away the days and start living them. But as Violet’s world grows, Finch’s begins to shrink.

- Goodreads Summary

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Oh my... No, no, no! This isn't happening. And then it happened. And then I cried. Goodness, this book. It caught me off guard.

Wow. Just wow. I didn't expect this book to be like that. I didn't expect it to affect  me the way it did. There was just so many things going on that the emotion is just too much. 

The story felt so deep and intense. The characters felt so alive. Finch and Violet are two characters that got into me. I liked the way how they got to know each other better by wandering. I loved Finch for bringing Violet out. He is such a fun, interesting and witty character. There's a lot of things on his mind that he got this random stuff to say sometimes.  He reminded me of Gus from The Fault in Our Stars but he has his own different charm. Finch is special in his own way. Oh Finch!

It made me want to wander and see places from others point of view. Simple places for one might be beautiful for others.

It also hit important and delicate issues and reminded us to pay attention and to be more mindful about life and others.

It's one of those books that I know will stay with me. It got me thinking. It left a hole in my heart. I was speechless after finishing this. Oh, Jennifer Niven, what have you done?

This is a remarkey-able, beautiful, special, heart-wrenching story.

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Book Thoughts: Hello, Goodbye, and Everything in Between


"Sometimes the hardest things are the ones most worth doing."

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On the night before they leave for college, Clare and Aidan have only one thing left to do: figure out whether they should stay together or break up. Over the course of twelve hours, they retrace the steps of their relationship, trying to find something in their past that might help them decide what their future should be. The night leads them to family and friends, familiar landmarks and unexpected places, hard truths and surprising revelations. But as the clock winds down and morning approaches, so does their inevitable goodbye. The question is, will it be goodbye for now or goodbye forever?

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Hello, Goodbye, and Everything Between was one of those leaving for college books with two young lads torn between breaking up or staying together.

There was Claire all set and determined to break up with Aidan. It made me hate her. I hated Claire for deciding to do just that when there was the option to continue everything, to try the long distance thing. Instead she chose the easier route. The route were they, or should I say she, decide to end their relationship before even trying if things will work out. And I couldn't, for the life of me, understand why. I was also skeptical with her decision to want to visit every place that is special or played a part in their relationship. I was thinking "Wouldn't it just hurt more? To remember every happy memory when you know in yourself that it would never happen again?" "Wouldn't this just hurt harder than it already was?" Oh, Claire!

I felt really sad for Aidan. That feeling of how much he wanted for them to not end what they have. I felt him when it seems there's nothing more he could do about the situation. I felt him and it cut deep especially when I learned that Claire wouldn't say the words back to him. (To stop spoiling anything, I'll leave it at that.)

I was disappointed and hopeful at the same time on what they both agreed upon. I was sure it would go the other way after Claire's reflections but yeah it was what's meant to happen. 

I wanted more, something more to happen. I needed to learn what happened next but I guess how Ms. Smith ended it was good enough. Oh, Aidan! Is it later yet?

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Over all I loved how Claire and Aidan's story was told through the places they visited in over a night. It was enjoyable to learn their past little by little. And yeah, after a couple minutes of absorbing it, I was content with how it ended.

Is it goodbye forever? Or is it goodbye for now? 

If you enjoyed Jennifer Smith's other books, you would want to read this one.

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Playlist: The Fault in Our Stars (2)


Way back in 2012, I shared a playlist of original songs done by fans of John Green's novel The Fault in Our Stars. (See my first playlist) Since the movie is going to be shown soon, I browsed youtube and found more awesome songs regarding the novel which I am sharing with you guys. I'm currently enjoying listening to them as I also start re-reading the novel before the movie comes out in June. I love these songs, hope you love them too. Enjoy listening! 

1. The Fault in Our Stars -Troye Sivan

2. You're The GirlKhaunyProductions

3. Where Do I Begin?CurlyLocks516A

4.The Fault in Our Stars - Brooke Taylor

5. My Good Days -bethj007

6. The Fault in Our Stars Scarlett Gabriella

7. A Song about The Fault in Our Starspickchick38

8. It's OKNina y Sebastian

9. It Happens Slowly -TheJollynerd

10. Augustus Watersdoctornoise

Top Ten Favorite Endings in Books


***Spoiler alert****
These are all endings so if you don't want to know, stop reading right now.

 Why did they have to be gone? Book endings that made me tear up and really made me sad.

The Fault in Our Stars, John Green 
"...She is so beautiful. You don't get tired of looking at her. You never worry if she is smarter than you: you know she is. She is funny without ever being mean. I love her. I am so lucky to love her, Van Houten. You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers."
(Augustus' letter to Vanhouten about Hazel is heartbreaking.)

Things I know about Love, Kate Le Vann - 
"I talk to Livia at night when I’m lying in bed, and I think I almost believe she can hear me. I’m careful about what I say, anyway, and I try not to cry when I remind her that she left me at the worst possible time, because I knew her enough to know I was completely in love with her, but she didn’t leave me with enough memories. I’m scared of using up the few I have, and turning them into memories of memories, like songs you loved that you feel just a bit less excited by each time. And I hear my little pretend Livia, close to my ear, saying, “It really happened, Adam. I was here, and I loved you, too.”" 
(Awww. Adam.)

Beyond Reach, Karin Slaughter
"His body relaxed. The blood stopped spurting from his shoulder…   …She lifted Jeffrey up, holding him in her arms, refusing to let them near. She held on to him like this, keening like a child, until her mother came and made Sara let them take him away."
 (Oh Jeffrey, why did you have to die?)

Quotable quotes/Favorite last few lines
It doesn't simply ended beautifully, the last few lines added a bit more kick.

Where She Went, Gayle Forman 
"...And then I start singing the chorus. Right  to her. And she smiles at me, and it's like we're the only two people out here, the only ones who know what's happening. Which is that this song we're all singing together is being rewritten. It's no longer an angry plea shouted to the void. Right here, on this stage, in front of eighty thousand people, it's becoming something else. This is our new vow."

Anna and the French Kiss, Stephanie Perkins
"Because I was right. For the two of us, home isn’t a place. It’s a person. And we’re finally home."
 (Oh Anna and Etienne! A perfect quote for your love story.)

The Truth About Forever, Sarah Dessen
"That was the thing. You just never knew. Forever was so many different things. It was always changing,  it was what everything was really all about. It was twenty minutes, or a hundred years, or just this instant, or any instant I wish would last and last. But there was only one truth about forever that really mattered, and that was this: it was happening. Right then, as I ran with Wes into that bright sun, and every moment afterwards. Look, there. Now. Now. Now." 
(I just so loved the quote about forever.) 

Catching Jordan, Miranda Keneally
"Dad told me that even if you're meant to be with someone, that doesn't mean you necessarily get to be with them. But Sometimes? maybe you do. 
I guess we'll find out."

 Wanderlove, Kirsten Hubbard
"I can wait until tomorrow to call my college, where I'll probably be sleeping on a cot in the basement, but at this point, I don't care. When you fall for a guy like Rowan, nothing's certain. But I'm pretty sure we've found the antidote to Wanderlove: each other."
Perfect Ending
Like a frosting on a cake.

Amy & Roger’s Epic Detour, Morgan Matson 
Philly’s Best Cheesesteak! in Philadelphia receipt. 
(It’s like an unwritten epilogue!)

Can't we get anymore excited for the next book?

Just One Day, Gayle Forman
""Hi Willem," I say. "My name is Allyson." 
He says nothing in response. He just stays there for a minute, looking at me. And then he steps to the side, opens the door wider, wide enough for me to walk through.
And so I do."
(Oh, this ending. Why did it have to end on such a cliffhanger? It's like I want the sequel now.)